Well this weekend was sure long, I wish I had a few more days of relaxing… Thanksgiving is over and we are onto christmas. I went grocery shopping and people are already saying “Merry Christmas.” It’s kinda strange. It’s really snowing today, we are suppose to get 6-10″ we’ll see…. Tomorrow I am going to Bronners with the girls, it should be fun.
Saturday I was really depressed, it was just one of those down days. I didn’t know why I just felt sad. I would be 6 months pregnant right now and things don’t seem fair. I think about things like we would know the sex of the baby, how big I would be by now, we’d probably have a name picked out, the room would be painted. But instead I take my sugar 4 times a day and I have a strict diet.
I go to Dr. Spence Tuesday, we’ll see what she says. Stephanie wants me to go on metfomin, a pill that helps my sugar. Not sure what she’ll say, than I go back to Stephanie on Wednesday. My sugar were low the last few days, I wasn’t sure why.. I was hoping to be pregnant but than my temp started dropping so I figure I am not. I kept having dreams about babies, which I use to have months ago. I am hoping its a sign from god. It’s my only christmas wish.
well… thats all.